What have I been doing you ask?

Oh man, do you know how hard it is to promote a website without being able to show *all* of yourself! Sometimes I wonder why I even started building a website. Surfers want to see the *whole* package is what I'm thinking. I'm sticking to my "personal rule" of not showing my face in free areas, and I'm telling you it does get frustrating. When I see all these other amateur sites, they don't hesitate to show their face. Why am I so scared? Why don't I just come out and show it *all*, and if family/friends or neighbors find out...oh well right? Why can't I be like the other amateurs out there? or maybe I should be asking Why do surfers want to see my face? I can assure you that if I had a "godzilla" face, I wouldn't be doing a website that's for sure! So you would think they would know that also right?

Another thing I'm questioning myself about.....I'm surfing a ton of amateur girl sites, and what I see are these *perfect* girls! Beautiful, not a flaw on their body, perfect hair, taking perfect pictures and perfect video clips. I'm wondering if there is some sort of status below *amateur*, because if that is Amateur....maybe I'm not an amateur!

I'm a *downer* today huh! Sorry....

Ohhhh...so many questions, so few answers.....