My Disappearing Acts

My appologies to some of you! I'd be on icq...then poof gone. I'd be live on ifriends...then poof gone. The reasons for my disappearance is just because I need to get away from my pc and this room! As you might have read down below, Sunday I started the patch to quit smoking. All is going well, I've been "Smoke Free" since Sunday morning at 11:15am ;) We would always smoke outside, or in this room where the pc is. Soooo...this means that this room is a "trigger" place for me. I'm so use to being able to "light up" in this room...and since I don't light up anymore, this room makes me want to...so poof...I leave. I hope I'm not being rude to anyone by just leaving like that. I just need to do stuff to keep me busy. I will say that this house has never been cleaner, I've vacumed about a million times, done laundry (even though there is only a pair of socks to wash...lol), mopped the floor a million times, straightened up everything around. I'm driving my kids nuts because they'll put something down, and I run right up behind them and put it away. They come back 2 seconds later screaming "Where'd my book go that I was going to read!!!"...Oopsie!!

I've stopped myself from running to Home Depot quite a few times! You see, we've been wanting to put in hardwood floors in the kitchen and dining room. Installing that would keep me VERY busy...especially considering I have NEVER done anything like that before...hahahahahaha!!!

I'm really doing good as far as not wanting a smoke, it's the "habit" part that I just need to break. I need to constantly be doing something, so that my mind doesn't remember that "Hey, this room is okay to smoke in". Hopefully I'll be back to my normal self VERY soon :) Soooo...my appologies if I just "cut out" on anyone ;(