Ugh!

Okay, so tomorrow is the BIG 4-0 for me! I know some of you think it's only the big 3-9, but NOPE...40! I did try to blow off 1 year, but at this age, what is 1 year right? I'm sorry if I mis-represented myself! This is a wierd one for me :( 40 just sounds so old and I know I don't feel 40 and I've been told I don't even look my Ifriends 38. It's only a number right? I know they say you are "as young as you feel"...so they are correct there. Sometimes I feel like I'm 28 but then again, sometimes I feel like I'm 85!

It's only a number....it's only a number...it's only a number.... (repeating this in my head over and over again)

mood: Old ;(